Monday, April 27, 2009

Ambiguous Arrogance and Ignorance

Yesterday I put a great deal of effort into a conversation to remove a big chunk of bullshit from my life, and ended up adding a whole lot more. How does this always happen?
I feel so confused about that entire conversation. I don't think I could have received a more ambiguous solution to my unease.
I'm frustrated with the fact that once again, I failed to confidently put across my feelings, and left both of us confused about what I'm looking for.
Maybe what I'm looking for, just isn't there, and no matter how much I passively demand it, it's never going to come. Whether it doesn't exist, or he is not willing to give it to me, I'm not sure.

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